My Friends 'n My life!

Decisions - Now or Never

2011-06-11T01:32:00.000-07:00

Some decisions are not so easy in life..they may be related with the smallest of things like where to go? or something big like love...or some bigshot decesion about our career.
And it's nt rare that we are left in a dilemma.
And so m i.....
Not exactly in a dilemma ..not even confused but a little blurry about a decsion i'm going to take,
something that's gonna influence my life forever.
It's like taken the path well tread...or "the road not taken".
And mostly this question arises to us when we deciede what to do with our lives..!!!

Follow our dreams......or follow someone's eles's dreams.
Do something we love or do something other's love....what abt you??
I bet my life on this.... how many people out there are right now living out their dreams and not just living their life just for the sake of it ...well i guess just 1 out of 10 ppl..???

But me....from my childhood i never imagined to be a doctor , an engineer or something
I always wanted to do something i would be proud of :)
The description of job i had in mind was creative and adventurous....just that.

But i never sorted any kind of path of reaching there...i just did what someone else told me...my father in particular.
But i didnt want that from all my heart..i did that but.
Started with high aims...but with time i knew ....i didnt want it really.
Still i didnt do anything about it...went ahead with it...
But as it goes..till you don't put all your heart and soul in something you don't get it , perhaps some may get lucky and get it.
I tried my luck...it didn't favour me.
God had different plans for me... i know them now.
I know what i'm gonna do now.......may be a late.....but it's better late than never.
I'm happy..but the path isn't easy yet...
because when you see a set of people around you raeching a position and you are nowhere near it...you get down.
So do i....what i need to do is???
Gather my confidence..and march ahead and for once in my life do something i want..for once.

" I need to sprinkle some stars to my dreams...but a staircase and reach where there is a girl whom i want to be "

I guess when i write about something i'm not sure of..it does something to me..it cheers me...
well that's why i write..:)



                                                                  Just a end note - Follow the stars ,they lead to your dreams :)

                                                                     To reach me , Reach my heart...♥ |>!vy@

If true love could speak..!

2011-03-17T07:47:00.000-07:00

what would it be like if love that too true love could speak...??

ever imagined....??

i did.....

and here is what it came to my mind..cherish

The azure sky opened up
The wind grew stronger
and i stood in the midst of the ocean
Yes, i stood there
I could feel the pressure
Nothing could bring me down
The forces of sky bowed before me
Even the frigid fright of water
was a like a frill for me
I stood there days and nights
even the sun plaudits for me
Not even hateness could rebut of me
I grew to be a sacrosanet
the undulating waves tried and tried
but could not remove me.
The world of charm didn't rust me
The devils reviled me enough,
that was also naught.
Storms couldn't shake me
and i stood in the midst of the ocean..

Well i know some of the words are quite difficult ,if u wanna truly understand you will have to sit with a dictionary.

But if u have experienced true love...and have fought for it..you my dear willl understand the deepness,the

gayness and the pain instilled in these worlds..

Yet no deterring form the vesrses....."it's one of the amazing feelings in this world.." . but, only when its true and real..!

I know u have heard these things so many times but whether it hurts or it loves....IT'Z LOVE...AND YOU GOT TO LOVE!

                                                                 Just a end note - keep loving.......!:)

                                                                       To reach me , Reach my heart...♥
                                                                                                       |>!vy@

2011-03-17T07:21:00.000-07:00

Writing so long posts...dnt get much tym for them..
result no posts..!!:(
so what i'm gonna go from now on is post some poetry here..
enjy!!:)
hope u like them!

A harmony of life!

2011-02-05T03:23:00.000-08:00

Tuning a harmony in my life
God you seem to be so high
Will you please glide down ,
to help, choose it's tunes
I have collection here ,
they just need to setup there
In the shelf of my life

I need it to be a perfect mixture ,
Can u please get me out of this fixture?
I have everything ranging ,
ranging form LOVE to HATRED
JEALOUSY to the shared POWER
a little PEACE , some DISTURBANCES

A tune of a blossoming FLOWER ,
also one from the DEATH state
One so violent and other so mild
Alone , i won't be able to do it
To tune a perfect harmony in my life
I just need some guide
God u seem to be so high
Will you please glide down
to help me choose ..?

- " "

"Life"

Can it be perfect??
No....Dat's the first reply our intelligent minds give us...but on second thoughts...may be!!
I mean life can't be perfect , but a harmony of life can be.
It has to be a perfect balance.
Of what all??

That , completely depends on "you"

What do u want...what u are and things like that.

For me if my life is all "happy n nice" , would dat be perfect for me??

Not at all..I am a person who constantly wants to do something...wanting to solve problems...having some little personal adventures.

But nor can i have a life messed up i want to relax, be happy..spend some time just wandering.

I want a mixture of both , but it has to perfect.

Here it all depends on me.

Similarly , it's YOU!!

So figure out the perfect mixture of your life.

After that??

The big question lies here. How is that perfect mixture be made?

You know the ingredients..you don't have apparatus...you don't know the method.

It's like having lemons, water and sugar...but u can't still make the lemonade.

You all must have heard the famous one "When life gives u lemons , make lemonade"

But nobody has ever told us how to make that lemonade for our life.

Where is the recipe??

Well...it lies well within YOU!

As i wrote...it's all about you. your life depends on u..!!

It's the choices or decisions you make in life , that determine the harmony of your life.

It is the way you handle life. it is how u face life , how u think of yourself

It's YOU!!

You may ask god for help , he will sure help you . but the kind of help he gives u depends on him.

It may be a miracle for some..for some he may just give you confidence but for some he may not help you.

May be because he thinks you capable on your own!!

So start tuning that harmony right away..who knows you may not get ingredients later. :)

Just a end note - lemonade is easy , life's isn't till you make it!

To reach me , Reach my heart...♥

ME AND MY LITTLE BOAT

2011-01-23T06:36:00.000-08:00

Consider me a Sailor...My life - My little boat and The waters - My world.

Life can be demanding ...or life is demanding here. In 19 years dat i have been sailing .
last few years have been life changing.
They have changed me completely.I made mistakes...Big mistakes , Sailed through the difficult waters.....even crashed my little boat sometimes.
But from every crash i have learned a fishing trick.
My destination - where my boat takes me , coz i have got no map , no directions.
It's just me n my boat. But ya i do have a goal i wanna build a big ship.

Coming back to those mistakes , there were times i drowned , but there were always people who came to my rescue.( yeah my pumpkins)

They saved me , i owe them big tym.
But i won't thank them....those people know why?
Through time i learned to swim , and still learning. they still dive in.
U know i'm not a perfect swimmer yet and i know never will be.

I don't know when i will have the ship...
But yeah i'm trying, i know the waters ahead are no easy sails
There are gonna be fishes....big fishes...and sharks tooo.
I have learned how to catch the fishes and i'm trying for the big ones!
yeah.....BIG FISH!!
M'i scared?
I'm but i know i have got my floats!I got my pumpkins
Biggest of them all I have got ME!!

I won't leave my little boat ever...i'm ready for those big waves!
But heyy wait..god u dnt start ignoring me if i'm saying all this...i need u too !

Just a end note - God just don't send me any cyclones or tsunamis...!!

To reach me , Reach my heart...♥
|>!vy@

My Friends 'n My life!: "D...

2011-01-19T07:14:00.000-08:00

My Friends 'n My life!: "D...: " &n..."

2011-01-19T06:51:00.000-08:00

                                                "Dazzling through the storms
                                                 Blossoming in the spring
                                                 I need to surge ahead
                                                 All i need more,

is a companion to walk with"

- " "

Amazingly or fortunately....Mostly every one of has dose sweet pumpkins with us.

No not those growing in the backyard of your house, but in the front yard of your little heart.

Fascinating isn't it? those big pumpkins fit in our little heart..

well they are so sweet little adjustments we can make fr them. Hmm.. on second thoughts they aren't alwayz sweet but sometimes awesomely awesome...creepy junkys ....lolling monkeys... atrociously fun....weeping pillows...hugable tedddys...crazily wicked...icingly cool... AND blah blah blah blah!

Ya i know u know , i was just describing

-->FrIeNDs<--

I have been a little lucky like most of u , to have some of the best besttt bestesttt people in my life.They are just not my friends but my whole world , my life and what not.

"They have been close, they have been far but i hold each one of them preciously in my heart"
-" "

This is gonna be my first post here...and I'm going to be talking about them just nt here...but I'm dedicating this blog to them. Of course I'm not so humble to dedicate my life to them ,nor award them some Oscars but i can do this.
Now don't make me shed my precious tears i know how much u are touched.

Well i have my group of girls whom i would like to call "My Five" .
I'm including myself with them becoz i just can't separate ME from my pumpkins..aww my sweet pumpkins..well enough girly...don't be EMO..ewww...:D

Soo...MF ...noo itz not male fantasy...just shut ur dirty mind dude..!!

it'zz MY FIVE...!!

Princess Cutie , Princess Smarty, Princess Mystery, Princess lovely....and ME!!

Naah...I'm no princess I'm the prince...prince of my beautiful princesses!

Come on!!Come down...don't go cloud nine be on earth it's so nice here.

I won't like to bore you much..well if u were getting bored u wouldn't have been reading this..right?

Even if u are..I'm not here to amuse you.

I'm gonna tell u about each one of them...not only them but every pumpkin of mine whether they are my princesses or my prince(I'm straight..nd I'm a girl..u just cant stop u..dirty) or my friends or the people who just can't stop loving me(yeah i do mean the opposite).

So don't be soo weepy..Ur chance will come..u will have Ur time!

for now from ur mystque_d!va it'z love , cute , smart and mystery.

Just a end note - make sure u grow pumpkins..ya u can use them fr Halloween also.:)

                                 "Helping to harness my potential
                                  I need to walk on thorns
                                  Willl you accomapny me?
                                Turbulences are awaiting me
                                 i cannot stay away
                                   going through them is destiney
                                   I'm sure i will succeed
                                   All i need more
                                   is a companion to walk with
                                   New heights have to be scaled
                                   I'm climbing on the ladder
                                   but a helping hand is needed
                                   guiding me through the steps
                                   I need to reach he top
                                   Will u accompany me?
                                   To sail through this journey
                                   And to bear on my past
                                   It will be not only you
                                   but me who willl acccompany you
                                   We just need to be together
                                   Dazzling through the storms
                                   Blossoming in the spring
                                   All i need more
                                   is a companion to walk with"
                                                                        -"          "

free flies!!butterflies!

To reach me , Reach my heart...♥

|>!vy@