Decisions - Now or Never

Some decisions are not so easy in life..they may be related with the smallest of things like where to go? or something big like love...or some bigshot decesion about our career.
And it's nt rare that we are left in a dilemma.
And so m i.....
Not exactly in a dilemma ..not even confused but a little blurry about a decsion i'm going to take,
something that's gonna influence my life forever.
It's like taken the path well tread...or "the road not taken".
And mostly this question arises to us when we deciede what to do with our lives..!!!

Follow our dreams......or follow someone's eles's dreams.
Do something we love or do something other's love....what abt you??
I bet my life on this.... how many people out there are right now living out their dreams and not just living their life just for the sake of it ...well i guess just 1 out of 10 ppl..???

But me....from my childhood i never imagined to be a doctor , an engineer or something
I always wanted to do something i would be proud of :)
The description of job i had in mind was creative and adventurous....just that.

But i never sorted any kind of path of reaching there...i just did what someone else told me...my father in particular.
But i didnt want that from all my heart..i did that but.
Started with high aims...but with time i knew ....i didnt want it really.
Still i didnt do anything about it...went ahead with it...
But as it goes..till you don't put all your heart and soul in something you don't get it , perhaps some may get lucky and get it.
I tried my luck...it didn't favour me.
God had different plans for me... i know them now.
I know what i'm gonna do now.......may be a late.....but it's better late than never.
I'm happy..but the path isn't easy yet...
because when you see a set of people around you raeching a position and you are nowhere near it...you get down.
So do i....what i need to do is???
Gather my confidence..and march ahead and for once in my life do something i want..for once.

  " I need to sprinkle some stars to my dreams...but a staircase and reach where there is a girl whom i want to be "

I guess when i write about something i'm not sure of..it does something to me..it cheers me...
well that's why i write..:)

                                                   

                                                                  Just a end note - Follow the stars ,they lead to your dreams :)

                                                                     To reach me , Reach my heart...♥ |>!vy@

A harmony of life!

Tuning a harmony in my life
God you seem to be so high
Will you please glide down ,
to help, choose it's tunes
I have collection here ,
they just need to setup there
In the shelf of my life

I need it to be a perfect mixture ,

Can u please get me out of this fixture?

I have everything ranging ,

ranging form LOVE to HATRED
JEALOUSY to the shared POWER
a little PEACE , some DISTURBANCES

A tune of a blossoming FLOWER ,

also one from the DEATH state

One so violent and other so mild

Alone , i won't be able to do it
To tune a perfect harmony in my life
I just need some guide

God u seem to be so high

Will you please glide down
to help me choose ..? 

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"Life"   

 Can it be perfect??
 No....Dat's the first reply our intelligent minds give us...but on second thoughts...may be!!
 I mean life can't be perfect , but a harmony of life can be.
 It has to be a perfect balance.
 Of what all??

 That , completely depends on "you"

 What do u want...what u are and things like that.

For me if my life is all "happy n nice" , would dat be perfect for me??

Not at all..I am a person who constantly wants to do something...wanting to solve problems...having some little personal adventures.

But nor can i have a life messed up i want to relax, be happy..spend some time just wandering.

I want a mixture of both , but it has to perfect.

Here it all depends on me.

Similarly , it's YOU!!

So figure out the perfect mixture of your life.

After that??

The big question lies here. How is that perfect mixture be made?

You know the ingredients..you don't have apparatus...you don't know the method.

It's like having  lemons, water and sugar...but u can't still make the lemonade.

You all must have heard the famous one "When life gives u lemons , make lemonade"

But nobody has ever told us how to make that lemonade for our life.

Where is the recipe??

Well...it lies well within YOU!

As i wrote...it's all about you. your life depends on u..!!

It's the choices or decisions you make in life , that determine the harmony of your life.

It is the way you handle life. it is how u face life , how u think of yourself

It's YOU!!

You may ask god for help , he will sure help you . but the kind of help he gives u depends on him.

It may be a miracle for some..for some he may just give you confidence but for some he may not help you.

May be because he thinks you capable on your own!!

So start tuning that harmony right away..who knows you may not get ingredients later. :)

                                                              

                                                      Just a end note - lemonade is easy , life's isn't till you make it!

                                                                       To reach me , Reach my heart...♥